He swallows hard, throat working. Holding on so tight to Pope, trying to disappear inside of him. It's fine, he tells himself, it's fine, it's just a moment. The mechanics are like sex and it's better that it hurts, really. Pain is a teacher.
It's fine.
He almost tells Pope that, tries to tap it out in morse, but then Pope slows, shifting the angle maybe without realizing, and Carver's breath catches. He meant to hold still but he squirms under him, biting back noise because there's a moment where it feels good. Or it could, maybe.
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Date: 2024-06-12 12:40 am (UTC)It's fine.
He almost tells Pope that, tries to tap it out in morse, but then Pope slows, shifting the angle maybe without realizing, and Carver's breath catches. He meant to hold still but he squirms under him, biting back noise because there's a moment where it feels good. Or it could, maybe.